Monday, October 23, 2006 . 11:15 pm
Ok, I have finally realised that 'IT' IS OVER!!!!!! This complicated love story of mine has finally ended. The facts are all there already. She has finally said what was on her mind on her blog already. I was just wondering. Is it so hard to tell me the truth....? Or she can't bear to tell me the truth for fear of hurting me...? Instead it was her friend who told me all these, to leave her alone. Ok, I shall do just that. From now on, she lead her own life, I lead mine. I know that she miss her ex very much. So.... I will just wish her all the best. But what I can say is that, if she thinks that she can get back to her ex, that's quite impossible. Chances are slim I should say. Didn't know that she wasn't happy when we were together at all, so silly of her, she cried silently because of me. Hai... Zhe yang zhi de mah....? Had she told me all these earlier, we could have worked things out. Why can't you girls just speak your minds up....??? It's damn super irritating to me & to us guys!!!!!!!!!!!! But........ Hope she can find her true love ba. I have learnt a very important lesson from the failed relationships. If it's God's will for you, the girl of urs will stay put no matter how hard the situation is. In the world's context, what's yours will be yours, if not any girl or guy can suddenly disappear out of ur life. So people, be prepared.As for me, I'm gona work super duper hard now. Start my career & carve out a name of myself in the workforce. Simple, its either I'm gona be a Police Officer, a Technician or a Businessman. My 3rd choice is out!! Businessman???!!! Woa, can u believe dat if 1 day Isaac become a successful businessman...?? Hahaha. Can't imgaine man. I give myself 2-3 years time to build a career. Yes, stay positive man!!! You can do it!!! Prove it to yourself!! Prove it to everyone, ur family, ur friends & to XH that I'm gona be successful in my career!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Focus!!!!!
Phew, thank God dat there are friends supporting me. Just got to know 2 new friends through Wing Hong, total 3. They are really practical, knowledgeable & friendly people. Thanks guys! You all were there for me when I was really down. I have learnt to let go of it bit by bit le. But still, hope dat one day me and her can really talk as a friend & come back together. Now both of us just need some time to be alone ba. Its all over. It's the end of a long-suffering relationship story. I take it in my stride. See you guys. =)