Wednesday, November 24, 2010 . 11:59 pm
Wow, God never fails to bless me with abundancy again. I had been receiving an increment in salary far better than I expected. Even when I had no faith, He is still there with me. For those close brothers and sisters around me, thank you for your encouragements and care.This whole month had been tough but fulfilling. There were times when I was so frustrated that I abandoned the Almighty and just did what I wanted to do. Switched off listening to Praise & Worship songs, didnt want to attend church or life group, stopped praying and things like that. Soon, I began to feel completely dry.... Meeting with one of my brother was cancelled twice, which I didnt turned up. What happenned to me? I was wondering, am I such a useless guy? Doubts and past memories kept flashing through my mind. I had to shake it off by diverting my attention to something else. Enough rest I told myself. Time to buck up on my feet again! Then I remembered my previous cell leader's advice; 'You've got to keep on keeping on'!!! I thought God had abandoned me but He did not. He sent angels in the form of brothers in Christ to comfort, guide and encourage me. Met up with 2 of my brothers and had a Japanese meal @ Dhoby Ghaut after work today.
Soon, the good news came. Increment! Yes! Thank God for that. With the supplement added, I can better plan my next budgets. From the rising of the sun, to the going down. The Lord's name is to be praised!
