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Saturday, March 21, 2009 . 11:16 am

My heart is almost up; max capacity.
1.4k, its not what I thought; easy.
Being in the IT industry, especially one that is reputable throughout the whole world is technically requiring one that is competable.

Knowing what I had learnt in school, I have to pick up new skills. One that is not irrelevant to today's technology. Ie, if you are able to create a file and link it up to your whole network, it would be a step to the world of IT, which mean Information Technology.
I used to be not so interested in it, but it seems that as you progress, IT is essential in terms of corporate systems.

Pray that I would be able to survive in this industry.

Busy week. -_-

Wednesday, March 18, 2009 . 1:27 pm

Just when I said that there were not much phone calls yesterday, this morning I was filled with dozens of calls. Man, I should'nt have said that word. Thankfully I managed to help solve the problems with much help from my colleagues.

Wondering why some users of the system are so ___. That's why helpdesk personnel are here to stay. Brgh, Gasping for some fresh air now. The dept. is turing into an emergency dept. for teachers. Patiance, no wonder the problem at home can be linked to my work through the Bible. Interesting a? Haha. Alright, gtg. More calls waiting for me to answer. =D

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 . 3:47 pm

Ok, here I am blogging a 2nd time in a day. Office not much work today. Apparently, there's no calls for me after when I came back from lunch!!! I was thinking, since I have been blogging here recently, might as well blog here.

Minds went wild when you have nothing much to do in office. Due to the school holidays in schools, there's not much calls from the teachers. So, free and easy. Lol. Minds went wild just now thinking of things that I couldn't imagine. For example, chanced upon 1 of my friend's friendster profile and found out that this person is looking out for a job. For a moment I was thinking how lucky and and blessed I am to have found a job in this economic uncertainties. Sources had said that the economy might pick up at the end of the year of next year. Few months ago, it was really bad. Even ministers saying that it might take afew years to recover. Well, God has relinquished all that fears and that the new US bill which President Obama had passed and that the most powerful government in the world had pumped in millions of dollars to recover the economy. Hope that it will recover in time.

I somehow felt that the present President of the United States is a man of virtue, correcting, abolishing and implementing policies that are going to have a tremendous impact on the whole world. Then came website that I chanced upon where I saw the video of NDP 2006. Surprisingly, it seemed that memories of it are still fresh on my head. The process of it and the many fun-filled activities that my peers/campmates & I went through during those NS days. My mind was like thinking, I miss those good old days where you don't have to worry about food & transport issue where everything is taken care of by the SAF. I'm suppose to move on. But I'm stuck. Pray without ceasing and fervently. That's what I know to keep on going. Engaging in activities that will result in joy and happiness. Ciao.
Was having abit of an up and down mood last night. Up because of work, that my colleagues were a whole lot of a joker bunch that keeps my life happy and joyful. Down because of a certain person. I shan't elaborate more lest some of my friends might know of.

Got a call from cgl just in time when mood was down. Emphasized more on being positive when sharing testimony. I couldn't really catch what cgl was referring to at first, I thought it was my mood or the way I think or behave in my daily life that I should change. Ya, perhaps I should change the way I give my testimony. It was done in a fast and quick motion without much thoughts to re-edit the words. Probably I'll need more time to write a proper testimony. After talking to one of my good friend about it, I somehow realised what cgl was refering to after explaining the details to JR.

Ya, perhaps its the fast pace or work attitude or society that makes me used to doing things at a fast pace. (Learnt it in NS) where everything has to be fast. It may be good and bad. Good in a way that you're efficient, but bad in a way that you might end up not making the right decisions. So we have to be very careful in these aspects.

Still trying to figure out things. Be it in church or in the corporate world. There are some questions that kept me pondering like why are people in the workforce so different from NS and school life and why are there people in the US or other countries would resort to greed and plunge the whole economy down in order to gain monetary gains for their own profits. These questions baffled me. Perhaps I should read more on the financial world.

Monday, March 16, 2009 . 9:39 pm

Truthfully, wished we could unlock the level of friendlyness. But it seems like you're not that keen on furthering this friendship. How could we even progress further? It might be a one sided thingy, but. I have to be honest, the feeling is there.

Financially, I'm not ready yet. Wished you could reply faster and that you would be more interested in knowing things. Do I always have to make the first move? Sigh.

Sunday, March 15, 2009 . 10:25 pm

Ok, now that my job is settled, next thing is to stay focus on it. Got to work more on my punctuality and performance at work. Decided not to work in mac today. More time to rest and prepare for work tmr.

Next thing, progress on spiritual things and matters of the heart. Leader ask me to join the classes for getting started now that I have more time during the weekends. I will see how it goes first. Another thing is, this certain matter of the heart is back again. Really do not know if I should just stop contacting her unless necessary. Or carry on with it. Response was so far luke warm only. Not out there to look for a partner in church but, everyone needs a companion I guess. Her spiritual level is so much higher than me. How am I gona match up to her? Argh, I dont know. Just remain as good friends for now.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009 . 8:00 pm

Yes, finally I'm going on to a new job. HP Alexandra Technopark, Technical Support . Nobody will say oh, its difficult to find a job now, so stick to the current one although the pay is low. I've had enough of f&b, throwing rubbish here and there. It stinks. Not forgetting dispensing food and drinks for customers. Argh. But I would really like to thank them for re-igniting the speed which I once lost. Yes, my fast speed energy is back. But during the process, whole body aches.

Tomorrow, from tomorrow onwards, I'm gona embark on a new journey. A place where I call the Brand of the famous IT company. Trusted and reliable. Hewlett Packard. Wahaha. I love the salary, its more than I expected. Hopefully this job suits me and can at least stay for one year or more. Thank God for providing me with this rare opportunity. Pretty hard to work in HP u know. When I get my pay, I shall give my 10 per cent tithings to God, then pay off all my outstanding bills. Its freaking irritating me. Argh.

Cg wise, I really hope things would get better. There's this heart-wrenching feeling in my heart. A burden I guess. To everything, there is a season. =)