Sunday, August 26, 2007 . 6:44 pm

Ok, here I am back again. Had some problems starting up windows recently. Virus.... ZZzz Yesterday went out to meet my campmates at siglap there. Food there is ex ex ex!!! 12+ for a plate of pasta and a drink of root beer... Zzzz But had quite a nice time catching up wid them la..

Same old craps. Lol. Friday went to cck for a funeral. Lucky nth much happenned. Was abit hesitant about going but to lend support and condolence to rick and hock seng's family. Met up wid elaine after dat, a junior frm qss. Then went back home. Today missed church. Tired. I need God..... Without God I think I wont be in this world anymore. Zzzz... Ok, tmr maybe going for an interview at gv tiong or vivo liao. Gotta work mate, if not no $$$. Lol. ok, gtg, ciao.

Monday, August 20, 2007 . 2:05 pm

Tired is the word... Man, y'day went out the whole day... Morning went to expo for church service... Then after dat went to pasir ris for lunch, after dat went to bugis (met up wid peiling to shop for julia's b'day present but in the end nv buy). Lol.

Then went bras basah and finally to tiong bahru plaza. Woa, 5 places in one shot. Haha. Best shopping I ever had man.. But I only bought 1 thing, clean and clear facial wash... Lol. Nothing much to buy mah... Oh ya, lunch was great. Had BK meal.. Wahahaaha. Fast food again. Lol.

Sat was so cold dat I din even go out... Stayed at home to watch Joyce meyer preach online instead. Y'day was also raining... Zzz...

Hmm.. today really pig sia.. Woke up at 1pm.. Lol.. Tired mah... After all dat shopping... Leg also aching after I came back home y'day.... Today shld be resting at home ba...

Don't know wana work at GV anot... See the crew play wid popcorn i scared already... Imagine myself serving popcorns and other beverages to customers....??? Not easy wor... Some customers very fussy one... I rather be in the engineering field... Hmm, time to buy a shoe, jeans and t-shirt already...

Ok, gtg liao.... Ciao.... Bye bye...

Thursday, August 16, 2007 . 12:51 am

Went BSC juz now.. Saw Ban Heng and Anna.. Lol. I was so shy to talk to her... Think maybe cos of the guitar issue la... Went away and let her take on the responsibility of a guitarist.. Muz be hard on her.. Poor thing..

Surprisingly she is alright wid it. Dats a relieve... Lol.. But cannot take things for granted. Told her dat I'm willing to help play the guitar for the group again. Hopefully this time I will be fully committed ba. Yawnzzz, quite tired liao. Blog till here. Gtg, good night bloggy. *Muackz. Byebye. =)

Wednesday, August 15, 2007 . 1:42 pm

Woke up @ 8.30am today. Packed my stuffs, aka file in my bills etc. Then ate lunch.. Yucky, I don't like the free food. So distasteful lor... Sian... Nvm, later gona eat chicken chop during dinner time. Haha.

Anybody wana watch rush hour 3? Very nice de wor... Sure make pple laugh de.. Lol. Hmm, stay at home really very sian.. But sometimes also lazy to do things lor... Zzz.... My com no hope already la... I think kena virus liao... Can I change a new com...? This com is close to 10 years liao... So old... Lol. Hmm.. Ok, nothing much to blog liao.. Byebye. Hmm, this morning went to Harbourfront to eat breakfast together wid bigniu and darren. Food republic there, the prata stall quite nice. Prata quite big and nice, but curry not very gd. Lol. Then went to HDB hub together also, cos bigniu wanted to ask things about buying flats. Lol.

Hmm, then after dat went back home lo.. Nothing much today.. Quite funny cos darren nt sure about the roads, then drive round and round sg. Lol. Hmm, tmr going for bsc lo. Can go out meet friends again. Yea! Stay at home very sian and always get irritated, zzz. Rather go out man... But $$$ running low lo... Have to find a job soon... But can I...? Juz nw go out already so blur and almost got headache.... ZZzz... Hope I will get well soon and overcome my fears ba.

Ya, thanks mabel for the encouragement. I should have more faith in myself and trust God more. Gtg liao. Ciao.

Monday, August 13, 2007 . 3:11 pm

God, help me. I know I have to get up somehow or another. But physical strength is limited. Thought I can do without God, but the answer is no. Realised dat only through God dat I can then stand up again. To rely and lean on Him for strength.

Imagine how much strength I had back then during my national service, but now a totally useless slacker. I'm always bugged with laziness. Gosh, I really need strength. I target myself next week to start finding a job and work. Can I....??? =x

Saturday, August 11, 2007 . 11:24 am

Ok, NDP is over. Time for me to do some work. But can I? I'm so slacky now... Zzz.... This year's National day was great. New concept, ie musical style. But I still like last yr's NDP, cos I was involved in it. Hehe.

Kit Chan's There no place I rather be and Will you, was nice too in the musical segment, as the orchestra in the background is very nice. Haha, then the starfish performance by the pri sch kids were so cute...>!!! Lol. I kept on laughing lor.. Lol. Ok, nothing much to blog liao. Happy belated national day Singapore!! =)

Sunday, August 05, 2007 . 4:42 am

Just when I was about to give up on myself again, I got a encouraging message from one of my friendster friend. I don't really know her, but it was a crucial reminder dat tell me not to give up. Yes, tell myself that there are more important things to do in life other than mourning over failed relationships. I should get back on track already. Sleeping will only make me weak.

Ok, I shall go back to church today. Don't care or think what others will say. Just wash up, change my clothes and go. Don't think. Once you think again, you will never go. Dats what uncle rick said in BSC on wednesday. Shall take this step then. NDP is coming soon, cant wait to watch it. Missed the making today... ZZzz.. Man I'm like a half dead person, like a zombie. Help!!! I need help. Realised dat support and encouragement is important too. Thanks friend for encouraging me to press on. =)

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 . 1:39 am

Yea, forget about the dip. in police studies. It's just one of my stupid ideas again. My 5 yr dip in electronics is still the course for me. Yup. Hmm, thinking of after national day start working. But don't know I can or not.. My physical stamina still not dat gd.. After awhile will slack again de.. Zzz... Where is the determination I used to have in the army...???!!! Zzz

Ok, realised dat baptist is still the way for me. After roaming around in the charismatic circle, it's time to go back to the baptist way of doing things. Aiya, shan't say too much. Like very naggy like dat. Lol. Ok, tmr going for bible study at chris place liao. Serangoon leh, so far. But well, nevertheless, I prefer this than to other cell group or bible study groups. Hmm, used to look down on my dad. But soon realised and understand his situation better le. When u're in a difficult situation, only those who went thru the ordeal will understand the situation better. Just want to tell dad, jia you! You should have the determination to bounce back again like me. Maybe he's getting old, but that's not an excuse to run away from society. Hope you will get well soon. God bless & take care pa. =)