Sunday, September 05, 2010 . 1:27 am

Wow, nice musuem trip I had just now. The artefacts of Javanese archtectures are just amazing. Learnt how the people in Indonesia lived in the olden days. Much anticipated 'history' trip since im a history student back in my school days.

Took alot of photos and had a 15minute movie session out in the open field at the Asian Civilization Musuem. Next week got Primary School gathering plus ITE class gathering. Omgosh, clash. Plus next month got a secondary sch friend's wedding dinner to attend. Zzzz... Why are u friends marrying so early...? Im feeling the pressure now. But am not gona rush into things man. A good life partner is worth the wait, till I choose the right one. Relatives will come and 'haunt' me again and I think I had prepared a very good answer for them. Wait long long. Lol.

I had declared to my zone pastor and cg leader that Im leaving chc. Though it was a sad parting of ways, but I felt dat in order for me to fulfil God's purpose in my life, I need to move on. To learn more in depth of the bible. Old and New Testament surveys are the ones dat I shld pick up to enhance my knowledge of the bible since im suppose to attend these course back in my baptist church but I din. Hope church has the platform and resources essential for my spiritual growth to be strong in the Word. I left one good advice for the rest of the cg which is to fear God. CHC dosent teach this. It was when my previous mentor reminded me of it and during one of the youth services i attended in Hope which reminded me to fear Him and to abstain from temptations. I need to remain pure and Holy in order to fulfil my calling of being a musician.

Recently when I was packing some stuffs at home, I chanced upon a book which my aunt gave me years back. In the note it wrote; 'Isaac, you're talented in music and you have a calling to be in the music ministry. It is a high calling from God. Use this talent to serve Him'. Immediately, tears drop as i was listening to praise and worship songs while packing my clothes. I just cant render the high responsibility that's suppose to be on me. Discipline is another aspect which im still trying to instil after coming back from a setback. I just prayed to God for Him to restore to me the peace and relationship with almighty God. Peace had been restored and now I need to focus on doing my quiet time regularly and be more interested in His Word more, again.

Wednesday, September 01, 2010 . 9:45 pm

Had quite a normal weekend as usual with services. Sat went to Henderson CC to take a look at their Taekwando session. OMGosh, all kids! How to take up? I've yet to look out for Radin Mas CC's TKD. Heard that there's adults learning.

Bukit Merah's one was worse, Monday nights with a much higher course fee. Aikido is about 90+ bucks which is way off the budget. But this is the martial art that the SAF and Police force used it. Whichever it is, my stand is that I take up TKD is for self-defence, i repeat. Not to fight. Why would my family discourage me from taking up? Yes I know they are concerned for my safety, but all the more I should take it up again since im so small built. I've almost forgotten my stance since P6. It took me 2 years to learn until green belt, now i had to start all over again. You think is fun?? Hello... Only mum and grandma has no objections. My mind is made up. I don believe in the theory that the family will be affected spiritually just because i learn the art. Too superstitious. Get away!

Back to church topic. I just realised dat my secondary school classmate is in the same church as my another friend. God's plan. Surprisingly he's in the music ministry which is where im suppose to be heading. Sometimes i just felt abit restricted as in things which i want to do but i cant, like take up jobs which im interested in which requires to work on weekends, but God has his plans for me. I just need to trust Him. Sometimes thoughts will come into my mind like losing faith?

Go church, got friends for accompaniment at least not so bore... Duh, what am i thinking? Go for service is to worship God!!! Isaac, wake up. Ok at least i know there are still friends there who are there to support and encourage. Good to go. Planning to paint my house and upgrade my hi-fi system, get a new pair of shoe and clothes. Get blinds for my window. Lol. =P
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