Wednesday, July 25, 2007 . 11:15 pm
Ok, I'm so bored. My night life is back again... Zzz. Tried adjusting back to day life but everytime i go out I will get tired after dat. Then, will SLEEP the whole day after dat. When will I get better??? Today suppose to meet chris & rick but ended up its cancelled.In the morning suddenly have this anxiety. Anxious about going out again. It's tiring for me. Bi jing I havent been going out for quite some time. So maybe, ya, have to slowly adjust lor. Received a call from 1 of my friend in church. It's good to know dat there are still people who care about one another as brothers and sisters in christ. Somehow, I realised dat I had neglected friends dat are so encouraging towards u. This saying is so true. When u are in love, u'll tend to do silly things & neglect the people around you. Admit dat I only wanted to share things wid 'her', but not anymore. Different people have different perspectives in life. To me, I just want to live a Godly life now. I strayed too much. Ventured out into the open & thought dat it's more interesting & fun out there. But after so many lessons learnt, realised dat nothing is more important than God. I want to be a good Christian from now on. To obey the word of God & be a blessing to others.
K, wrote abit too much today. Haha, gtg. Byebye. =)