Monday, May 19, 2008 . 6:27 pm
Can you imagine being stuck at home and being bound by the rules at home.....????? I cried.......... Tear drops just rolled down and down........ If I was being raised up in a different kind of setting when I was a kid, would I be so soft...........???????Lord, help me to overcome every obstacles that I'm about to face. Aunt prayed for mum and me just now. I would never imagine that such a dark secret would be leaked out just like that. Previous generation's secret. I know that if I were to find out every single secret in my family, I would not have been so kind enough to let go of certain things. But I just can't imagine that the person I respected in my family would so such a thing. Generation curses........ It destroyed the good family lifes.
Did something unexpected. Now I will never know how will she react to the words that I sent to her. I had no choice but to leave her alone for the time being. To be a successful person, I need to overcome all the hurdles that is going to happen. I know that it's going to be a challenge. Take it or leave it. Like my Guards motto, always ready, ready to strike. I will always be ready to defend my homeland and I will always be ready to fight the trials and tribulations that I will be going through. At the end of the day, it's whether will I be victorious or will I be defeated. The answer to this is to have a prayerful life. God has commanded us to pray and seek Him more. I will not, I repeat, I will not be easily defeated. By the power of God and the Holy Spirit, I will rise up. I will rise, all the way to the top and never will I be bound by the evil one.