Tuesday, July 27, 2010 . 1:56 pm
I cant reckon dat she has a ring on her hand and a watch. She's changed so much. When im with her, she never asked me to buy things for her. Why cant u ask? Open ur mouth!!! Just dont understand.... U're really a freak. Contradicting urself.... Im hurt by what happenned y'day.I will never ever forget that fateful day. I caught u. U think im so stupid? U've got the wrong person. Yes this is all ur fault. Dont drag other people in anymore. Be responsible for your own actions. I may have erred. So do you. Im fine with my life now. Take it as a lesson learnt. During my devotion i just released my hurts and hatred out to God. I dont nurse it. Friends, thanks for warning me. If not for your warnings, i would have lost friends that i've known for years and whom I trust. I trust them more than I trust you. Nursing my shoulder now. Hope i can still exercise my shoulders once im well. It affected my work performance too. Selwyn was right, i almost want to tell the whole of facebook dat u're a jinx and a slut, but i refrained bcos it will affect both of us and my well being too.
Take this as a lesson for both of us. This friday is Festival of Praise, Sel asked me to invite one of my friend along and sit together with my cg. Firstly, i dun want cell leader and the rest to have the wrong impression that im tackling this friend of mine. I would rather go on a smaller scale now. I just want to be alone with someone whom i can trust. Until i can get back on my feet again, then will i go in a group. Yes practice says we should go in a group, but please, i dun like rules. I have my own way of thinking. One of my brother did just dat. Went for service with his ex but nv join the group. Been thru the group settings. Yes it is fun. But what is after dat? I dont know. Im still in a confused state right now regarding friendships.