Thursday, August 05, 2010 . 2:19 am
Dare not think so far away. M taking one step at a time. Y cant i just be free? I tot i can be free, but y am i worrying about other people's burdens? Am i ok?Went to Kallang mac after prayer mtg today, cant really concentrate on reading a book though. Too noisy, but i like the ambience. Cosy for friends' meet up and have a chit chat supper. I hope this feeling is not a illusion. I dont want to mess wid person A's life. I want to be friends wid her for life. But feelings are feelings. Pray pray pray.
Tmr gona be a brand new day. Busy day wid 1 job application and a interview. Either one hope i can get in. Prayer mtg was good. Next stop, cgm tmr. Praying dat nth will happen. It just reminds me of the past incident wid 'her'. Scolding me for wad i had done wrong, it really rings a bell and it will always be a reminder for me not to make the same mistake again ever. I want this mountain out of my life! K, going to slp now. Nites bloggy.